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happy birthday to nurul izzati bt abdul ghani

she is my cousin
last night we celebrate her sister and anyone's birthday within this end of year 2009 haha
at wan chor's house
we ate J.M Beryani and kuey tiow and a lot of dessert from maksu, kaklin kakween, mak, and spe spe jeh lah
and of course respect ah sama puan sri rambut perang
kami sayang sama kamu...........................................................punya rambut perang and fashion style ( lupa tangkap gambar! haha :))
sharifah alia maisarah plak asyik dgn sengih manisnya dan mata thomas
zabir plak dgn plaster, belon, udang, turtle, sarsi, allergic and last but not least dadddy ! haha
pstuh me, nabiha, nurul, kak ween, kak lin, puan sri, kak dina, mukhzin, ikram bukak kedai bundle hak milik nor azureen aziz haha
ikram pula dah termengah mengah, tak larat nk tunduk pkai stokin, lari lari, pstuh cari mesin timbang sbb perut da overloaded haha


now is 2.15 om, sedih ! tk dpt gy wedding abg azeem kt gombak
rindu dorg semua huwaaaaaa nk gy but my parents left me huhu
aishah ckp azeem da berisi, Oyeaaaaaaaah ? tabole bygkn haha
serious rindu korg, nk jumpe korg, jom kuar before skola bukak
me and aishah sijil.paling.'menyenangkan'. thn depan haha
azeem da f4, kak yana da abes spm. and so on ahha


oh oh pakcik kuning, kemanakah kamu menghilang ?


alya farzana, lps balik jgn lpe contact saya yeaaaaaaaaa
iman camyla billah, kenapa kamu asyik lesap ? haaaaiiih -.-'

london bosan, haha saya rindu amsterdam
"good girls go to heaven, bad boys go to amsterdam "(pelik tak ??? ) haha

that's me ? really

You’re a soft and welcoming person that would always usher friends inside to escape a dark stormy night. You always have a warm smile turning up your lips, and a gentle glow resonating love and comfort from your eyes. You’re extremely compassionate and look after everyone, even those you don’t know. You act as a bird shielding her young under her wings, providing an escape and a barrier that no one can penetrate. You’re fiercely loyal to your family and would defend them until death. You’re extremely open and honest, and when you speak, others can see that your words come straight from your heart. You overflow with an amazing sense of love, and create a strong trust in all that you meet. People can always come to you when they need comfort, because they know that you’ll welcome them with open arms no matter what. You would drop what you were doing in an instant and provide a shoulder to cry on and a soft set of arms to wrap around them tightly. You possess an overpowering maternal hospitality, and regard all those younger as your children that you would do anything to please and protect. You would welcome anyone into your family and never judge or disrespect those different from you. You’re not a fighter by nature, but when threatened, you can hold your own and let others know to back off without hurting them significantly. You never hold grudges and you forgive and forget, and appreciate life for all the wonderful people it can introduce you to. You’re brave and strong and trustworthy, and always there to listen and help. You take each day at a time and always put others before you, taking pleasure from their happiness. You’re Esme Cullen.

wedding dress

wedding dress ! ;)

i love your song taeyang ! :D

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tade mood, mls nk tangkap gamba, letih, penat, nk tdo, panas, eyeliner comot, tak kemas, tak cantik, tak suka, sibuk for nothing, alone lonely, nk bla, nk blk, tk ske org sombong, tak ske kegilaan org gila, seronok tp sekejap, tak excited langsung, makanan sedap tp tak lalu makan, makan sket, tk minum dahaga gle, geram tp tak luahkn, gembira tp tk tunjuk
pe lagi ?
conclusion :

BENCI BENCI BENCI

-the end-

i'm fine, really haha

auntie oh auntie

auntie oh auntie
bg laaah die kuaaaaaaaaaar
die pn nk have fun gak
die pn nk celeb burf die gak ngan kwn kwn die
bg lah die kuar
okay lah die dpt 6a ke 5a ke 7a ah pape lah lpe !
die dah gy tsyen, ucmas, ngan pe ntah agy
bgus lah tuh
bg lah die kuar skali skala aiyaa
pleaaaaaaaseee auntie
brr spoil my mood btol ! -.-'

you two lovely cpl eva

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to you

nk tau npe due kali nyanyi ?
sbb 12 nov & 13 nov is my dad's and mom's burfday
beza dorg satu hari satu tahun haha
my father's burf is on 12th nov 1955, and my mom's 13th nov 1956 haha

so

happy birthday mak abah

semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki

semoga berjaya dalam segala apa yg mak abah buat

dan dapat segala apa yang mak abah mahu

i'm sorry for everything

and i know that i have done a lot of things that makes you hurt

and also that i know me abang and kakak always doing things that make you unhappy

you always care about us and we dont realise it

and i want both of you to be happy forever

it's my promise

i love both of you mak abah =)

-mlm nih nk gy celeb, tp i guess it is still my dad who will pay it haha-

yellow

well what should i say other than

congratulations and good luck in the future

but still

there is one thing that i cant believe it haha

speechless

you are my friends, close one
all this while everything is fine
but nowadays i really dont know what to say
i dont like when you swear
i dont like it when you talk bad about other people although that person is certainly worse than you
i dont like when you laugh, i mean laugh at someone you know
although it is not like you really laughs to offend people
but it is not right time for laughing as a reply to certain people
i just hate it okay
and i couldnt say it to you
i know that i am not like you
can be very honest to anyone and dont care anyone's feeling, i am not person like that
i am sorry, but please dont make me hate you

you you you

how could you !

you told something that should be untold

wheww

yeaaaaaaaaay ! abes da exam chemistry td
straight dowh buat paper 2, 1, 3
lepak kt lib dr kul 8 smpai kul 1.3o, gle lah
tak mkn smpai mse buat paper 3, perut gle sakit
soalan susah dowhh pstuh kne buat snsorg kt situ, and jgn lpe tambah dgn batuk & selsema yea
haha
although mcm cheat time sket, paper 2 buat lama paper 3 buat sekejap haha
haha pape lah aslkn chemistry abes, paper susah abes yeay haha
tgl psi jeh tak amek agy, pttnye selasa tp ustazah mmg 'ade' haha


oh oh geram gle ngan skola, mse nk blk td, ckg ckp ade ceramah motivasi esk
and esk plak ade jamuan yg mmg kteorg da lama gle rancang
(tp at least 4.2 tak selama 4.1 haha)
so kena tangguh kot catering
da tanya auntie ros, she said okay, but then gia called me rite after my mom call auntie ros,
gia ckp die nk buat esk and i dnt agree
sbb esk rush lah, gy motivasi pstuh jamuan then sambung blk gle rush okay
pstuh tknk gy skola, i'm tired, tk larat nk gy ceramah 8 pg smpai 5 tuh, tk sanggup ! -.-'


erghh my kaki sakit, jari ade blister sbb pkai heels tinggi about bpe ntah but tinggi than usual
jln kt subang parade jeh tp jln jln jln
gle sakit ah, menyesal pkai kasut tuh smlm, tp nsb baik pkai ksut tuh smlm dr pkai kt sunway,
br bli sbnrnya, nk try cmne 'power' die haha merepek, zaf merepek haha i know
da ah, slideshow tak siap agy zafirah !


ohh yea
tday, 11th Nov 2009 is camyla's birthday
kesian die haha
azma effa durrah fyza tade dorg gy sunway
i cant go bcoz of that chemistry exam
so she isnt really celebrating her birthday
srry camyla sbb awk kne teman kte kt lib mse kte tgh buat exam haha
pstuh no cake, no partaaaaaay or anything fun such as what i promised ysterday
haha sbb smlm cuak gle nk amek exam smpai lpe bwk those things
actually mls nk bwk sbb bukn bleh dgr pn, kne buat exam en
s'okay, i'll bring it later and also i will treat you and hayati later kot
fr you girl's burf, tgk lah
da la hayati ngan camyla is controlled by the royal highnesses king and queen
i mean they are more complicated than mine haha
tp we'll see lah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMYLA

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU

GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING

I LOVE YOU COUSINS, BESHTIES, BULLY-MATE and SISTA ! :D

gravity

Oh Alya !

i forgot to say to ya, i love that song too, gravity by sara bareilles
if try is your lullabye, then this song is mine ngee :D

talk and rumours

shhh let me know

please please

tell me show me

i dont want nobody else

they dont understand

sometimes i just heard, those informations is coming to me without i realise what it is
but when i tell someone else, it can be something else or misunderstanding
normal, that is what people call as rumours
but i feels different, weird, or i dont know what

but yeah i need someone to tell everything, i love to share, i love to being loud actually but sometimes i just cant, ohh why ??

third time

now is 12.30 pm, and i'm at home
tday is wednesday, so supposedly i'm taking chemistry paper rite now
but because of demam, selsema, sorethroat, batuk, pening, muahaha
i got mc, fr two days, tp terlepas 6 paper
tp tgk lah, klau rse okay sket, gy lah skola esk
but seriously, tabole jwb dowh paper physics smlm, sure rndah gle markah
haha nasib lah
i think this is the third time i got a fever in this year
tapenah kot smpai lbh dr skali dlm setahun
tp thn lps tapenah demam okay lah kot
haha tatau, merepek jehh, kepala tgh pening
online sbb bosan and of course tabole nk blaja lah en
i bet fyza durrah azma effa lai tgh seronok gle jwb chemistry haha
tuh jeh laaaaaah, nk tdo~ ciao =)

wishing you babe

dear miss nur hayati syazwani bt shamsuddin
( oh no i forgot the spelling of your name, srry srry :D )
you are my beshties since we're small
we share everything rite ;)
haha
and actually its hard to believe that we remains close till now haha
and i'm srry coz i'm always torturing both you and camyla
but what can i do ?
i love both of you okay, srry camyla, srry hayati hehe
so here

happy birthday hayati

sweeeeeet 16 hehe

may Allah bless you

be happy

and gud luck in everything that you do

nnt celeb okay =)

tulus ikhlas from zafirah yusof :D

booo o.O

sma finished

next will be final exam

so 4 weeks of hectic

haha

sorry fr all stressed moments

and

wish me luck everyone

thank you

:D

SMA >.<

tday is da 1st day of SMA or Sijil Menengah Agama
i cant be relax as usual and i dnt know why
i'm feeling so miserable

hate it okay !

actually 1st day okay agy ah, sbb baa1 jeh

2nd day cpt lah lps, baa2 esk, karangan pfft arab meh duhh huhu ;(

cpt lah nxt week huhu

btw asl rse nk dmm ha ? kepala pening and sakit tekak tabole tdo dan seterusnya

i've never got any exam sindrome before this

and why now ? haha pelik

maybe i'm thinking too much, i guess

you wanna know what i think ?

i'm thinking why cant everything is fair in this life ? we keep saying that life is so unfair and

of course it is

why someone who do bad things get more than someone who is doing good things

haaiih ntah lah, i'm off, knl hfl karangan, ciao :D

lame hopeless etc etc

lolli lolli ohh lollipop :D

you know what

i'ma bad girl (in your way)

i dont suits you okay

and

i dont think that i'll ever suits you

haha

i did realise that

our life is totally different

so

off you go

out from my life

thank you

haha

gila !

i'm just a normal girl okay

I just can't understand the ways

Of all the men and their mistakes

You give them all your heart

And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me

And how our love was meant to be

And I believed in you

I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth

That I wasn't the girl for you

Still, I didn't have a clue

So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now

Though I'll shout and curse you out

I'll always have love for you

Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold

Get sick of you and bored

I know that it's no lie

I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled

To give my all when nothing's true

I won't be played again

But I will fall in love again

I loved you so

Now you leave me in the cold

How could this be

I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night

I will pray that you're alright

You hurt me so I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness

To do anything for love

Now I'm the only one in pain

Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl

How I can love you and be burned

And now I will build a wall

To never get torn again

alya farzana, igt tak ini benda ? haha

so just buatbodo jeh lah kt bnda2 yg merepek okay ;)

btw i love this and it's so sad

i ask kak dina to watch it then she's like tahan da tears

so you guys, watch this vid and feel it

it's not emo or something
but ppl, it's true okay, cant do anything about it =)

uh-oh

i never expect that you will be there
and i shocked to see you haha
well, i dnt know whether just buat bodo or pretend/control or be myself in front of you haha
it's awkward
but lastly, i just be myself, pape jeh lah haha

btw, manusia manusia di cmmnt box tuh baek bgtau siapakah diri anda dan sila berhenti merepek okay ! crapislikesugarforanttoomuchthenyouwilldieidntknowyouthinkyouselflah =)

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ari nih buat open house, after zohor or solat jumaat
my mom masak spaghetti, and order mee kari and nasi minyak
pstuh buat some jeli custard fr dessert
it's all last minute things
haha blk skola trus gelabah siap, pstuh tlg abeskn all da preparation
camyla tlg potong tembikai, whoaaa teror teror haha
ohh sbb die ikut blk dr skola ngee :D
org first dtg is my dearest beshties, alya farzana dan azmalihah yang pemalu
( she is sbb dia da byk kali dtg umah tp still takut takut nk msuk haha )
pstuh adli dtg, first lelaki haha
then start ah teksi teksi yg bwk budk budk laen dtg
first teksi bwk budak laki ade pekap, amin wafiy, alwan, momen, atif dan seterusnya
rmai lah, penuh rumah haha
tp klau satu kelas dtg lagi besh kot huhu
then ex senior pn dtg dgn gf, faiz yusop dan farhana i guess haha well thank you for coming =)
first yg blk adli, haha dia dtg dlu then dia yg blk plg awal
yg plg lama stay kt umah is camyla, gia, lala, alwan( laki yg plg last haha
fyza ngan effa blk mlm,
and mlm tuh aishah sam dtg, yeay sembang sembang sbb da lama gle tk jmpe, last skali masa gy korea, huhu rinduu :D
makwe, wancho, ngan abg faizul pn dtg mlm

boys :

momen, alwan, atif, afiq, amin wafiy, amir aiman, adzam, acap, ryan, amer syazwan, adli

girls :

fyza, lai, gia, nik, syu, fatin nabila, lala, hazirah, ayu, ainun, syawani, izyan, qamar, camyla, azma, alya

thanks korg sbb dtg

happy sgt smpai jd gle gle haha

:D

a.mi.go

A.MI.GO

shortened for

areumdaun minyeoruel joahamyeon gosaenghanda

which means

if you like beautiful girls, you'll suffer

eyh, is that true ?

well, i dnt know

you tell me =)

warning

i'm sorry for that misunderstanding
but i have to say that
because that is the reason for your heartbroken
and you have to learn
i dont want to hurt you, okay
we all know why and sometimes we think in the same way
that's why we are beshties
i dnt know if you read this or not
but i dnt want to talk to you anymore
not for now, later we'll see
-good luck-

speed

speedness is very cool
it gives adrenaline
dangerous yet fun
that's my way to release fire burnin' deep inside me
hey i cannot drive or anything
but i can feel it in my dad's car sometimes
and i love it
haha
whatev, love sports car, aston martin maybe

power, beauty, and soul

vampire diaries

currently, watching vampire diaries from cw tv but in youtube lah :D
camyla, see this !

paul wesley hot, i think he's better than rob pattinson for edward cullen character haha

vampire diaries in books and tv version is different but love it, kinda

( setia kt twilight saga i guess ngee :D )

well later, babbling coz in hurry, well srry >.<

late wish :D

selamat hari raya

maaf zahir batin

have fun in this syawal

and take care

lots of love, zafirah yusof =)

sometimes

things changed

the past gone, while future awaits

we'll never know what will happens
all we have to do is just wait and see

here i am

in a fragile situations

i need supports

but its the least thing that everyone can give me

*sigh* ( babbling but something did happened, making me very loose rite now )

pagi ini sunyi

this weekend is totally boring
my dad awaayyy fr all da jemputan buka puasa
and my mom tamau ikut ( i want to go)
yesterday i baked chocolate pizza
lawak ouh coz i used roti arab as pizza base
so it became so fluffy
but okay lah kot, it taste like chocolate cookies
tday i want to fix it and do another one haiish
puasa en, mne bleh rse die pnye campuran sedap ke tak
it same as kt bazaar ramadhan
org yg menjual kn puasa so klau masakan dorg tak sedap, so kne fhm fhm jeh lah en :D
btw last thursday, adli gave me, gia(of course) and i dnt know who else, his homemade scone
it tastes good so as conclusion,

adli bleh bake muahahaha

i want to get a new shoes, maybe not for raya since raya is just a week to go

but for my sis's wed on feb nxt yr
bosaaan lah, tak ske ouh knduri kahwin nih
i dnt know what to say actually since i really dnt have anything to shout aloud, fr now i guess haha

dear little monsters

zaffar

zafirah : zabir, zaffar comel tak ?
zbr : comel, pipi tembam

:D

doublea

asl semua org pndg rndah kt budk skola agama ?
i dnt really understand
they think that budk skola agama is budk low standard
and what is that supposed to mean ?
h e l l o o o
budk skola agama mostly dpt tawaran and blaja lg byk subjek than budk skola biasa
means they are smarter than you
just because they are lazy thats why they dont get a good results sometimes
or you think that budk skola agama is so alim and not really match wif ya
then they are totally better than you
so here i just want to say

i am students of sekolah agama

maybe i am not really alim or berbakti sgt or totally in love wif my school

but i'm not ashamed of it

so i dnt care what you think about me when you know about it

i will keep on tellin' the truth

well thank you

stop hurting me, stupid !

tday i look myself in the mirror
it looks scary, i looked pale and sick (with addition of smudge of my eyeliner haha)
hate it so much !
well maybe coz i'm tired
because of what ? i dnt know
and i'm also feelin' very awfully crap
coz tday's event kinda spoiled my mood
they make me feels like i'm boring and menyiboks
sbb sume tade mood dan ntah lah
i guess maybe bcoz its puasa and something wrong kot
haha
i just finished sophie kinsella"s novel "can you keep a secret ?"
i love it veryyyyyy much
it's fun and sweeet haha i'm still cannot get over it :P

- "less is more", you know what, i've just realise that it's true haha -

forgotten

you hate me

and i hurt

camyla azma

nk kuar ngan korg

tp sorry,

i have to jaga zabir and my mom quite busy

feeling sick

hate it !

everyone,

selamat berpuasa and nk minta maaf for everything

eid mubarak =)

dearest

tday i byk tdo yeaahhh haha ari nih sejuk ape, pg td hujan haha
ohh azma tak dtg, i perasan dia tk dtg mse nmpk paien, alya, khai blk dr kantin
time tuh tgh sembang dgn myla psl CAT, ACCA, IB, IGCSE, O-LEVEL, A-LEVEL
dan betapa lembabnye sistem education kt malaysia nih
so azma, ure not the only one that kutuks dat political thingy haha
and i dare adli bake muffin, we'll see dis friday
pelik ouh ! laki ske masak than bake, but for me, i think bake is much more easier than masak :D
adli salam alwan pndai masak haha tatau dgr dgr jeh =)))
and guess what, dora lai and fyza got better result than me in PK3
dont care much but dat shows how ignorant am i for PK3 ngeee :D:D
erghhh nk tgk wyg bfore puasa and mlsnye nk trial bosan bosan -.-'
ermm dats all i think fr tday, nk hujan and da guruh kilat sgt scary, bye bye =)


- boys are stupid, throw rocks at them, is it true ? i dnt think they are but they are just being and acting stupid haha-

laziness

tday i woke up around 11.15, i'm so tired maa, tdo kul 2 lbeyh smlm ngee :D

and then i follow my parents to org kawen kt sepang

gle bosan as usual haha

and you know what

i'm still sleepy although da bgn lmbt

such a sleepyhead =))

ddnt start any of my blambaks hw yet

or mghfl sma fr trial nxt week muahaha

dgr lgu jehhh yeah besh besh dumdumdum heh :D

srry to alya tabole join fizik miss you so much

rndu abg adik haha gle

da lah merepek jeh tata titi tutu :P

-it's not easy to love someone-

creamy

i love CAPPUCCINOand HOT CHOCOLATES tooits soothing me the taste is crazy haha
but i wonder it its bad for my health and you know whati never carecoz i just love it muahx :P

only you rite now

tomorrow 260709 is someone's birthday
i want to wish dat ppl
but i dnt know if he/she would listen to me
well, we can just try aint it ? :/

happy birthday

semoga panjang umur & dmurahkan rezeki

may Allah bless you

good luck in everything you do

kicka !

now is 9:02 pm, saturday, 250709
i'm feeling confused, lil bit bengang and agk lwk lah
i can talk to someone but i dnt want
coz i dnt know who i should talk to
the one that always be there for me seems so distant to me now
it's up to him/her
but its really painful
so thanks mate
dis week is just fine
the weather is nice, cold
but sometimes really warm and hot
haha weird, is dat nice ?
haha
btw i have a really lotz of fun going out wif effa, durrah, fyza, and as always azma
thanks gals, u guyz rox ! haha
td tgk ice age 3 wif my sis ( she's the one yg nk tgk kay ) hahaha
i'm really wondering if my absence will leave dot to anyone ?
ntah laahh
life is just fine, not good sux or great, just okay =)
thanks for reading anyone love ya :D

help me

dis week is really tiring, i need some fun, i mean totally fun and freedom
so help me pleasee );

school's rules makin lama makin gle ketat, so ckg non stop msuk and gives a lot of hw pstuh nxt week ade test and also plbs thingy gah !

i got a lot thing to babble about so just read it if you want tp klau tak fhm nsb ah coz da nama babbling rytee

congratz to you boy, ure happy coz u can move on now, i'm glad for you babe =)
hari koperasi ngan komunikasi da lepas, lotz things happens, working with new team, havin' grreat time thanks to myla dat keeps my company :D
jelez kt aishah sbb dpt gy capetown and geram sbb tak dpt gy ngan die huhu
geram jugee kt camyla yg asyik blk umah but get well soon =)
i miss you alya farzana, nk skola ngan awk bleyh ? ;)
hey you pengawas, what do you mean with high standard ?
nak.na. !!! XD

arhhh i want to laugh laugh laugh till it free my soul

dusty ...

i'm homee, gals haha
miss you lyke heck
tp still fokus kay, haha
btw i'm tired, tamau pegy skola bley ?
nk gy vacation agy ..
nxt month lah start skola, bleyh tak ? bleh la bleh la huhu );
yes fyza, i noe ure home but i didnt get to see you yet ngeee :D
btw about the engangement ...


9.00 - my sis bwk myla msuk my room but dat tyme i'm still sleeping =)))
2.00 - azma came with her cousin aka photographer
my sis pn tgh start mekap mekap heh -.-'
3.30 - the rombongan pihak lelaki dtg bersama hantaran yg sgt merah tak tahan haha
4.00 - cincin disarung ke jari my sis, means termeterai ikatan pertunangan betweens yuzlina yusof and muhd faizul


then mkn haha azma suke ah sbb nasi ayam and ayam gle besar haha


semua org puji my bakal abg ipar sgt hensem, (ohh yeaaaahh )
haha die ade kembar seiras but dat kembar agak lah selekeh ngee ( dnt care ! o.O )
pstuh pstuh i'd like to thanks camyla and azma and alya for coming and all my sedara mara yg sanggup ikut pkai purple and lotz of things that you guys have done hehe you guys looks greaaaatt, dnt worry ;)


and then last last kami semua tangkap gambar
btw saya dah muak tgk gmba hantaran tuh haha =))


pg tuh camyla ckp bygkn klau zaf yg nk kahwin ari nih
then i said dnt ever think about it and tarik selimut, go away nk smbung tdo haha =)))

the end

welcome JUNE

actually there is nothing in june but the mid yr exam is finished and now, it's hols

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went to klcc with beshties, alya syg and some other friends

tak dpt tgk wyg huhu, thanks to itu manusia

alya met her sbu friends

dpt jln jln, mkn mkn, naek ktm, lrt, lepak kl sentral haha

stupid stuff en, kanda ku ? ;)

ohh yea i got new brother and siblings

i guess,

anak agung vs anak tun ? :S haha

tp at least dpt gak lah spend tyme ngan alya

after dia asyik ajak kuar

but sorry to shahir and zaim

coz tak kuar ngan korg

da tade chance after this, sorry sorry sorry :/

but we're having such a great time together :D

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went to lib pulee

i have to teach dua org manusia yg ske sgt b'gaduh nih addmath ngan akaun ngan bio ( huh ? aku tak amek bio en ? haha )

pg tuh bgn lmbt but thanks alya, kejutkan :D klau tak tak bgn bgn dowhh haha

having lunch kt asiari sacc

tp aku sorg jeh yg abes mkn

dorg berdua dok gadoh jeh haiyaaaa

haha =)))

ade jumpa few seniors

that's all kot =)

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my sister is getting enganged

i will tell you about it later =)

keperluan atau kehendak

fish needs water

jamilatun needs samienun

zafirah needs HIM

camyla needs kim bum

dubie dubie needs US

azma needs her-gals

sharifah alya needs his-SYED

ayoy needs his lover at first sight

dodo needs her maid

fieza needs london

effa needs maznie gojes

alya f needs freedom

Robocon '09

babe babe my babe

Mohamed Zabir Hassan

Azma, Durrah, Hafizah, Effa

4 Syukur =)

crap !

tday i'm freaking sick and not well
my kepucatan comes back,
huhu seksa meh !
then i go to hospital for check up but they set the appoinment on monday ( what ?? )
i've so many homeworks and stuff that i need to do, and 2 minggu agy nk peksa babeh gah !


and also LOSER ME ! you want to know why ?
because i just cant stop thinking about something that i shouldnt but it just cant get out of my mind, doushiteeee (why) ! haha
haaiihh i want to sleep
this is after all just to satisfy my dear durrah and fyza

the end

cuppa

wednesday 220409,

durra gave me a small cupcake,

it is very cute and looks yummy yummy :D

her father made it ( whoaaaaaaa, tabik spring ! )

and it's flavour is kiwi, yummmm ;)

tp yg membuat sy sgt sgt terharu,

masa nak kemas buku mlm tuh,

i opened my bag and then i found a packet of 3 small cupcake just like the cupcake that she gave me that morning, huwaaaaaaaa tak sangka !

thanks durra, syg kamu, :D

yummy... ngeee comel en ? o.O

saya pelik

psttt psttt :D

noona neomu yeppeoseo..

just when I thought I could go

my heart is lost

and you're pulling me back again

wishing on a falling star

wish I could be where you are

somehow you came and changed my everything

when you're not around

I just feel a little down

this is kinda silly right...

it's not okay to me

and I think I'm gonna hate it boy

if you turn your back on me

I don't wanna let this go...

but I'm wondering

how do I be careful
not to show you what I dream of
kinda crazy but I
replay replay replay..
when we're together every moment that I treasure like a movie that I

replay replay replay

you know you're my M.V.P.,
no one else has got what I need
when it's just us two, I get shy
but then you keep it so cool the way you're always watching out for me
and although I wanna believe tell me I'm not just imagining..

when you're not around
I just feel a little down this is kinda silly right...

it's not okay to me

and I think I'm gonna hate it boy

if you turn your back on me

I don't wanna let this go ...

but I'm wondering

noona neomu yeppeo

I don't wanna hear it no more
cause I know it's gonna

replay replay replay

keep trying not to fake it

how am I supposed to say it you're the song that I

replay replay replay

kami sayang kamu =)

kami sayang kamu alya farzana !

be strong okay ! kami sentiasa mendoakn kamu supaya diberi kekuatan =)

and thanks to camyla's dad sbb bg dia kuar ari tuh ( tp sbb die tatau kteorg nk pekse, srry :P )

and to my mom, thanks for being understanding

it's a nice day, we're having our girls time, :D tgk shopaholic, but camyla cannot join tgk wyg :(

we tried to cheer alya, kami paksa dia makan, muahahaha tp kami tidak makan ( haha kenyang lah .. )

venue : our usual place *yawnn* haha

pd suatu hari, saya bertanya kepada rakan lelaki saya,

boys dnt like gurls dat always cry, isnt dat unfair ?

but do you think all boys same ?

then dia reply,

all boys not the same la

then saya bertanya lagi,

how about you ?

sayangnya dia hanya menjawab,

i dnt knw how to describe myself kot

(jgn salah faham pula, dia hanya rakan lelaki yang saya sangat rapat, tetapi disebabkan kesombongannya, saya berhenti msg dgn dia, hahaha srry lah babe klau kau bce nih :D )

apa pendapat anda anda yang membaca pulee ? share with me okay ! :D

do i love you more than i think ?

to my dearest bff

you tell me the day before you go,

you left us sad,

you make we cry,

missing you everyday,

i know this is your choice,

but it's really hard and painful.

this is what i want to say to someone

i'm only able to see your figure from far

i dont know anything about you

except everything that everyone can see

i want to know you better and more

more than anyone else

can i ?

you looked like you keep more than you show it

if this is our fate, then let it be.

ppl, fyi ;

• dont ask anything about this, buat bodo suda haha
• i dont care if the grammar or etc etc is wrong ! ( i just want to write it here, sukati ah )
• what's wrong with me ? ( i'm tired, i just want to do what i want and be myself )
• i'm fine, dnt worry, if you are,

so the conclusion is : nak bce, just bce, then fine, dont think i'm freakin' jiwang, i'm just too weak, and this thing keep playing on my mind so i write it here, so bia ah en :P

ohh yeaahh, i'm high ! :D

yup yup, i'm high, my flight blik is freakin' pissed off, i got light headache, actually not all along the journey lah, just between dubai to kl bcoz onboard is very full so service gle bz and lembap, haha, what i'm doing is listening to few music, and it is bi rain's song, haha tau ah kn lgu die cmne, sume perasan gle, but love story is not bad, and also few song from mp3, actually it's not dat i become high then i just go dance, gle ke ape, haha it just my imagination is going freaking wild, ohh yeaah, love it, especially since i cnnot sleep and it's already 3 am kt malaysia haha

ppl i'm back, i know dat you guyz dnt miss me, so what ? haha as if i do want to go back and go to school, haha

currently listening to UNAPPRECIATED

hey kamu semua, happy holiday :D

these ppl will be away for their holiday and i'll be missing them, but not all of them i guess haha :P

1. Alya - Lumut & Pangkor
2. Azma - Penang
3. Naqi - Jakarta
4. Durrah - Jakarta & Bandung
5. Hafizah - Fraser Hill
6. Me and Myself, ngee :P

i hope a:fair weekend will get a great success for their bazaar dis tyme,

go go chaiyok guyz ! :D

and of course cuti byk laaah gle hw, tatau leyh abes bfore gy vacation, agagaga, well try jeh ah, nasib dowh.

to everyone,

have fun on holiday no matter what you do :D

and to ppl dat knows me,

please keep in touch with me, and jgn nk sombonk, haaiihh :P

and miss me when i'm away, coz i'll be missing all of you, no matter who you are :D

okaaaaaaaaaaaaay ? alriteee byee =)

The Way It Should Be

the fact is, it's the truth

End of February and Early of March

my pk1 juz ended, i think my result gonna be really bad, well coz when i'm doin' it, cam blur blur ouh, so tibai wa taram jeh ah haha well fyi, my akaun is 29 tao ! haha bangga :D tak kesa ah, life must go on no matter what pfft haha, other then that, mse amal islami, tatau ape mimpi aku, jd pengerusi for syarahan bi for perempuan, muahaha, it's sooooooooo fun (not!), mencuakkan and mengantokkan, haha, okay in da positive side, pengalaman kan ? haha whatever, and psl camp atau perkhemahan perdana, sy ponteng, yeay ! (of course) haha sbb ada hal lah :P sbtu tuh ade tsyen, and ahad pulee, ade org dtg, org org itu merupakan family bakal my abg ipar, yaww ! bukan besh pn, lyke they do care about me, sbb dorg pndang aku pn mcm aku nih anak2 sedara mara jeh kot, or spe spe ntah, pape lah korg, later ! :P ohh yeah, aku da start tsyen, after my akaun is 29 and addmath is 50, i think it's seriously that i need a tuition, so amek tsyen kt berkat jasa utama kt bkt jelutong, (agk jauh en but i guess better than mse kt subang jaya), isnin for physics, tues akaun, thursday, music ( piano ! ngeee :D ) then saturday, addmath, gah ! tp tak start piano class agy huhuhu, cuti nk dkt ~, but i have to study general sc, and bce bce estidotmy lalala rajen banaaaaaa yawww dats all lah, bye bye ppl xoxo :P

16th Feb 09

ermm dnt noe what to say about tday, it's fine, well at least i'm always smiling at school kay, coz there are a lot of sweet memories in my mind, actually tday is my sweet 16, but idk wether it's sweet or not pfft, da first person dat wish my burf is hayati, she sent me a msg last night around 10 o'clock ( awl en ? :D ) and then follow by emir, hee he's hayati ex-senior, and then rahim (my ex-senior) and then shahir then lutfi (both are my senior since primary school) haha mereka semua sangat baik, they are totally my 'abg' lorghh :D but before lutfi is actually azma, she said dat she's not feeling well so she couldnt go to school tday, but s'okay, get well soon azma ! dat morning they're all wishing me to have a great day on my burf, but idk what to say bcoz alya and azma tak dtg (of course) naqi zik ai mmg wish bana and then i got really tired(tdo lmbt mlm smlm :P ) and then blk umah mmg bapak bosan and freakin' lonely, ohh btw my family and I da celeb ysterday kt tarbush pyramid, okay lah kot after pusing satu kl try to reach da menara KL tp sbb le tour de langkawi, so we got stuck and tatau mne nk lalu last last patah blk ke subang and ended up at sunway pyramid, gah ! therefore, mlm nih maybe tak gy mne mne ah kot bcoz my dad tade ( dats y we're celeb my burf ystrday) but all my dearly sweet and kind senior all still wishing for my happiness tday and concern about how my day, idk how to say to them, they just want me to be happy rite ? but i need something to cheer up my day and i dnt noe what is it, as usual lah kn, but okay lah, i got some memories tday, and and thanks to amira hasim and adli for being da first person (gurl and boy) dat wished me and to fieza, effa and amer syazwan, thx fr da adiah, haha tak kesah lah pape jeh yg korg ksi tuh and then to durrah and epul, happy birthday t0o :D

why everyone's being unfair to me ?

fr tday lah, suma tanak ckp ngan aku ouh, well aku tak kesa, tp klau aku da tego tuh, cuba jwb, sket pn tape ah, aiyaa, dis morning i woke up late, around 6.50 am, gah ! then i bcame really stress coz i'm afraid to arrive at school late, but actually it's nothing, but fr tday lah (again) and then alya dgn gila gila die (of course), i dnt mind but campur dgn school thingy and duduk dlm kelas, it's start to make me feel like heck ! but dat morning, alya put black nail colour/polish, wtv i dnt remember, at my nail, i must admit and say dat it's kinda cool, well thanks alya, dont be offnd about you being gila gila, and then rehat, we're not going anywhere, just ulang alik 4.1 and 4.2, ceh bukan jumpa org yg aku nak pn, pfftt haha, but azma, effa yg lepak kt kelas kteorg done their nail also ( what ? sounds like we're having slumber party at school, muahaha :)) ) then ble tyme bm and akaun, mmg 'tak' ngantok ah, lg ngantok dr sejarah pg tuh haha but finally i got over it, ble balik, haaa mmg cium lah beshties beshties itu, mereka mmg layan bana but khaulah do layan me, and of course, my dearest alya and azma, syg korg tp korg tak syg kte en :< after dat, blk umah, i still have a lot of things to do, but but i really wanna say dat i'm still waiting for a miracle to happen, i need something to change my heck lonely quiet lifee, alritee the end, 16:55 110209 ( 5 days more, isnt it ?) =)

depressed sux !

okay, honestly i'm crying rite now, i'm down and tired and sad and lonely, i need someone but i dnt know who, cant i juz get someone dat need me juz lyke i need her/him ?? i hate ppl who lie to me, but i'm crying a lot tday bcoz the ppl dat lied to me is the ppl dat i love the most, and there is someone dat keep sending me msgs dat i dnt noe what to reply anymore but i dnt want to hurt dat 'someone'," srry babe ", and i'm too bored tday but i still have a lot of homework that are not finish yet, and xmo dtg skola esk, bole ? i dnt know whats wrong with me, i'm always trying to be strong, or good girl/child, or anything that shows i'm not weak but still, i failed, pleasee :(

hey gurl, guys, gays, ppl, aliens etc etc ;)

yup yup hey gurl, guys, gays, ppl, aliens, etc etc,
i'm zafirah yusof, haha pfft, new to dis blogspot, i dnt even noe why i'm doink dis blog, maybe it's bcoz i'm juz feeling lyke i wanna do it or maybe bcoz, i wanna talk talk talk out loud, lyke i have a lotz of stuff to tell ppl, ngee :D i'm not really gud in english, i guess, so just ignore my grammar and languange lolz, btw ppl, do support me to be active in updating blog, haha :))
well thats all for da first one, love xoxo :P