16th Feb 09

ermm dnt noe what to say about tday, it's fine, well at least i'm always smiling at school kay, coz there are a lot of sweet memories in my mind, actually tday is my sweet 16, but idk wether it's sweet or not pfft, da first person dat wish my burf is hayati, she sent me a msg last night around 10 o'clock ( awl en ? :D ) and then follow by emir, hee he's hayati ex-senior, and then rahim (my ex-senior) and then shahir then lutfi (both are my senior since primary school) haha mereka semua sangat baik, they are totally my 'abg' lorghh :D but before lutfi is actually azma, she said dat she's not feeling well so she couldnt go to school tday, but s'okay, get well soon azma ! dat morning they're all wishing me to have a great day on my burf, but idk what to say bcoz alya and azma tak dtg (of course) naqi zik ai mmg wish bana and then i got really tired(tdo lmbt mlm smlm :P ) and then blk umah mmg bapak bosan and freakin' lonely, ohh btw my family and I da celeb ysterday kt tarbush pyramid, okay lah kot after pusing satu kl try to reach da menara KL tp sbb le tour de langkawi, so we got stuck and tatau mne nk lalu last last patah blk ke subang and ended up at sunway pyramid, gah ! therefore, mlm nih maybe tak gy mne mne ah kot bcoz my dad tade ( dats y we're celeb my burf ystrday) but all my dearly sweet and kind senior all still wishing for my happiness tday and concern about how my day, idk how to say to them, they just want me to be happy rite ? but i need something to cheer up my day and i dnt noe what is it, as usual lah kn, but okay lah, i got some memories tday, and and thanks to amira hasim and adli for being da first person (gurl and boy) dat wished me and to fieza, effa and amer syazwan, thx fr da adiah, haha tak kesah lah pape jeh yg korg ksi tuh and then to durrah and epul, happy birthday t0o :D

why everyone's being unfair to me ?

fr tday lah, suma tanak ckp ngan aku ouh, well aku tak kesa, tp klau aku da tego tuh, cuba jwb, sket pn tape ah, aiyaa, dis morning i woke up late, around 6.50 am, gah ! then i bcame really stress coz i'm afraid to arrive at school late, but actually it's nothing, but fr tday lah (again) and then alya dgn gila gila die (of course), i dnt mind but campur dgn school thingy and duduk dlm kelas, it's start to make me feel like heck ! but dat morning, alya put black nail colour/polish, wtv i dnt remember, at my nail, i must admit and say dat it's kinda cool, well thanks alya, dont be offnd about you being gila gila, and then rehat, we're not going anywhere, just ulang alik 4.1 and 4.2, ceh bukan jumpa org yg aku nak pn, pfftt haha, but azma, effa yg lepak kt kelas kteorg done their nail also ( what ? sounds like we're having slumber party at school, muahaha :)) ) then ble tyme bm and akaun, mmg 'tak' ngantok ah, lg ngantok dr sejarah pg tuh haha but finally i got over it, ble balik, haaa mmg cium lah beshties beshties itu, mereka mmg layan bana but khaulah do layan me, and of course, my dearest alya and azma, syg korg tp korg tak syg kte en :< after dat, blk umah, i still have a lot of things to do, but but i really wanna say dat i'm still waiting for a miracle to happen, i need something to change my heck lonely quiet lifee, alritee the end, 16:55 110209 ( 5 days more, isnt it ?) =)

depressed sux !

okay, honestly i'm crying rite now, i'm down and tired and sad and lonely, i need someone but i dnt know who, cant i juz get someone dat need me juz lyke i need her/him ?? i hate ppl who lie to me, but i'm crying a lot tday bcoz the ppl dat lied to me is the ppl dat i love the most, and there is someone dat keep sending me msgs dat i dnt noe what to reply anymore but i dnt want to hurt dat 'someone'," srry babe ", and i'm too bored tday but i still have a lot of homework that are not finish yet, and xmo dtg skola esk, bole ? i dnt know whats wrong with me, i'm always trying to be strong, or good girl/child, or anything that shows i'm not weak but still, i failed, pleasee :(

hey gurl, guys, gays, ppl, aliens etc etc ;)

yup yup hey gurl, guys, gays, ppl, aliens, etc etc,
i'm zafirah yusof, haha pfft, new to dis blogspot, i dnt even noe why i'm doink dis blog, maybe it's bcoz i'm juz feeling lyke i wanna do it or maybe bcoz, i wanna talk talk talk out loud, lyke i have a lotz of stuff to tell ppl, ngee :D i'm not really gud in english, i guess, so just ignore my grammar and languange lolz, btw ppl, do support me to be active in updating blog, haha :))
well thats all for da first one, love xoxo :P