that's me ? really

You’re a soft and welcoming person that would always usher friends inside to escape a dark stormy night. You always have a warm smile turning up your lips, and a gentle glow resonating love and comfort from your eyes. You’re extremely compassionate and look after everyone, even those you don’t know. You act as a bird shielding her young under her wings, providing an escape and a barrier that no one can penetrate. You’re fiercely loyal to your family and would defend them until death. You’re extremely open and honest, and when you speak, others can see that your words come straight from your heart. You overflow with an amazing sense of love, and create a strong trust in all that you meet. People can always come to you when they need comfort, because they know that you’ll welcome them with open arms no matter what. You would drop what you were doing in an instant and provide a shoulder to cry on and a soft set of arms to wrap around them tightly. You possess an overpowering maternal hospitality, and regard all those younger as your children that you would do anything to please and protect. You would welcome anyone into your family and never judge or disrespect those different from you. You’re not a fighter by nature, but when threatened, you can hold your own and let others know to back off without hurting them significantly. You never hold grudges and you forgive and forget, and appreciate life for all the wonderful people it can introduce you to. You’re brave and strong and trustworthy, and always there to listen and help. You take each day at a time and always put others before you, taking pleasure from their happiness. You’re Esme Cullen.

wedding dress

wedding dress ! ;)

i love your song taeyang ! :D

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tade mood, mls nk tangkap gamba, letih, penat, nk tdo, panas, eyeliner comot, tak kemas, tak cantik, tak suka, sibuk for nothing, alone lonely, nk bla, nk blk, tk ske org sombong, tak ske kegilaan org gila, seronok tp sekejap, tak excited langsung, makanan sedap tp tak lalu makan, makan sket, tk minum dahaga gle, geram tp tak luahkn, gembira tp tk tunjuk
pe lagi ?
conclusion :

BENCI BENCI BENCI

-the end-

i'm fine, really haha

auntie oh auntie

auntie oh auntie
bg laaah die kuaaaaaaaaaar
die pn nk have fun gak
die pn nk celeb burf die gak ngan kwn kwn die
bg lah die kuar
okay lah die dpt 6a ke 5a ke 7a ah pape lah lpe !
die dah gy tsyen, ucmas, ngan pe ntah agy
bgus lah tuh
bg lah die kuar skali skala aiyaa
pleaaaaaaaseee auntie
brr spoil my mood btol ! -.-'

you two lovely cpl eva

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to you

nk tau npe due kali nyanyi ?
sbb 12 nov & 13 nov is my dad's and mom's burfday
beza dorg satu hari satu tahun haha
my father's burf is on 12th nov 1955, and my mom's 13th nov 1956 haha

so

happy birthday mak abah

semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki

semoga berjaya dalam segala apa yg mak abah buat

dan dapat segala apa yang mak abah mahu

i'm sorry for everything

and i know that i have done a lot of things that makes you hurt

and also that i know me abang and kakak always doing things that make you unhappy

you always care about us and we dont realise it

and i want both of you to be happy forever

it's my promise

i love both of you mak abah =)

-mlm nih nk gy celeb, tp i guess it is still my dad who will pay it haha-

yellow

well what should i say other than

congratulations and good luck in the future

but still

there is one thing that i cant believe it haha

speechless

you are my friends, close one
all this while everything is fine
but nowadays i really dont know what to say
i dont like when you swear
i dont like it when you talk bad about other people although that person is certainly worse than you
i dont like when you laugh, i mean laugh at someone you know
although it is not like you really laughs to offend people
but it is not right time for laughing as a reply to certain people
i just hate it okay
and i couldnt say it to you
i know that i am not like you
can be very honest to anyone and dont care anyone's feeling, i am not person like that
i am sorry, but please dont make me hate you

you you you

how could you !

you told something that should be untold

wheww

yeaaaaaaaaay ! abes da exam chemistry td
straight dowh buat paper 2, 1, 3
lepak kt lib dr kul 8 smpai kul 1.3o, gle lah
tak mkn smpai mse buat paper 3, perut gle sakit
soalan susah dowhh pstuh kne buat snsorg kt situ, and jgn lpe tambah dgn batuk & selsema yea
haha
although mcm cheat time sket, paper 2 buat lama paper 3 buat sekejap haha
haha pape lah aslkn chemistry abes, paper susah abes yeay haha
tgl psi jeh tak amek agy, pttnye selasa tp ustazah mmg 'ade' haha


oh oh geram gle ngan skola, mse nk blk td, ckg ckp ade ceramah motivasi esk
and esk plak ade jamuan yg mmg kteorg da lama gle rancang
(tp at least 4.2 tak selama 4.1 haha)
so kena tangguh kot catering
da tanya auntie ros, she said okay, but then gia called me rite after my mom call auntie ros,
gia ckp die nk buat esk and i dnt agree
sbb esk rush lah, gy motivasi pstuh jamuan then sambung blk gle rush okay
pstuh tknk gy skola, i'm tired, tk larat nk gy ceramah 8 pg smpai 5 tuh, tk sanggup ! -.-'


erghh my kaki sakit, jari ade blister sbb pkai heels tinggi about bpe ntah but tinggi than usual
jln kt subang parade jeh tp jln jln jln
gle sakit ah, menyesal pkai kasut tuh smlm, tp nsb baik pkai ksut tuh smlm dr pkai kt sunway,
br bli sbnrnya, nk try cmne 'power' die haha merepek, zaf merepek haha i know
da ah, slideshow tak siap agy zafirah !


ohh yea
tday, 11th Nov 2009 is camyla's birthday
kesian die haha
azma effa durrah fyza tade dorg gy sunway
i cant go bcoz of that chemistry exam
so she isnt really celebrating her birthday
srry camyla sbb awk kne teman kte kt lib mse kte tgh buat exam haha
pstuh no cake, no partaaaaaay or anything fun such as what i promised ysterday
haha sbb smlm cuak gle nk amek exam smpai lpe bwk those things
actually mls nk bwk sbb bukn bleh dgr pn, kne buat exam en
s'okay, i'll bring it later and also i will treat you and hayati later kot
fr you girl's burf, tgk lah
da la hayati ngan camyla is controlled by the royal highnesses king and queen
i mean they are more complicated than mine haha
tp we'll see lah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMYLA

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU

GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING

I LOVE YOU COUSINS, BESHTIES, BULLY-MATE and SISTA ! :D

gravity

Oh Alya !

i forgot to say to ya, i love that song too, gravity by sara bareilles
if try is your lullabye, then this song is mine ngee :D

talk and rumours

shhh let me know

please please

tell me show me

i dont want nobody else

they dont understand

sometimes i just heard, those informations is coming to me without i realise what it is
but when i tell someone else, it can be something else or misunderstanding
normal, that is what people call as rumours
but i feels different, weird, or i dont know what

but yeah i need someone to tell everything, i love to share, i love to being loud actually but sometimes i just cant, ohh why ??

third time

now is 12.30 pm, and i'm at home
tday is wednesday, so supposedly i'm taking chemistry paper rite now
but because of demam, selsema, sorethroat, batuk, pening, muahaha
i got mc, fr two days, tp terlepas 6 paper
tp tgk lah, klau rse okay sket, gy lah skola esk
but seriously, tabole jwb dowh paper physics smlm, sure rndah gle markah
haha nasib lah
i think this is the third time i got a fever in this year
tapenah kot smpai lbh dr skali dlm setahun
tp thn lps tapenah demam okay lah kot
haha tatau, merepek jehh, kepala tgh pening
online sbb bosan and of course tabole nk blaja lah en
i bet fyza durrah azma effa lai tgh seronok gle jwb chemistry haha
tuh jeh laaaaaah, nk tdo~ ciao =)