wishing you babe

dear miss nur hayati syazwani bt shamsuddin
( oh no i forgot the spelling of your name, srry srry :D )
you are my beshties since we're small
we share everything rite ;)
haha
and actually its hard to believe that we remains close till now haha
and i'm srry coz i'm always torturing both you and camyla
but what can i do ?
i love both of you okay, srry camyla, srry hayati hehe
so here

happy birthday hayati

sweeeeeet 16 hehe

may Allah bless you

be happy

and gud luck in everything that you do

nnt celeb okay =)

tulus ikhlas from zafirah yusof :D

booo o.O

sma finished

next will be final exam

so 4 weeks of hectic

haha

sorry fr all stressed moments

and

wish me luck everyone

thank you

:D

SMA >.<

tday is da 1st day of SMA or Sijil Menengah Agama
i cant be relax as usual and i dnt know why
i'm feeling so miserable

hate it okay !

actually 1st day okay agy ah, sbb baa1 jeh

2nd day cpt lah lps, baa2 esk, karangan pfft arab meh duhh huhu ;(

cpt lah nxt week huhu

btw asl rse nk dmm ha ? kepala pening and sakit tekak tabole tdo dan seterusnya

i've never got any exam sindrome before this

and why now ? haha pelik

maybe i'm thinking too much, i guess

you wanna know what i think ?

i'm thinking why cant everything is fair in this life ? we keep saying that life is so unfair and

of course it is

why someone who do bad things get more than someone who is doing good things

haaiih ntah lah, i'm off, knl hfl karangan, ciao :D

lame hopeless etc etc

lolli lolli ohh lollipop :D

you know what

i'ma bad girl (in your way)

i dont suits you okay

and

i dont think that i'll ever suits you

haha

i did realise that

our life is totally different

so

off you go

out from my life

thank you

haha

gila !

i'm just a normal girl okay

I just can't understand the ways

Of all the men and their mistakes

You give them all your heart

And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me

And how our love was meant to be

And I believed in you

I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth

That I wasn't the girl for you

Still, I didn't have a clue

So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now

Though I'll shout and curse you out

I'll always have love for you

Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold

Get sick of you and bored

I know that it's no lie

I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled

To give my all when nothing's true

I won't be played again

But I will fall in love again

I loved you so

Now you leave me in the cold

How could this be

I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night

I will pray that you're alright

You hurt me so I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness

To do anything for love

Now I'm the only one in pain

Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl

How I can love you and be burned

And now I will build a wall

To never get torn again

alya farzana, igt tak ini benda ? haha

so just buatbodo jeh lah kt bnda2 yg merepek okay ;)

btw i love this and it's so sad

i ask kak dina to watch it then she's like tahan da tears

so you guys, watch this vid and feel it

it's not emo or something
but ppl, it's true okay, cant do anything about it =)

uh-oh

i never expect that you will be there
and i shocked to see you haha
well, i dnt know whether just buat bodo or pretend/control or be myself in front of you haha
it's awkward
but lastly, i just be myself, pape jeh lah haha

btw, manusia manusia di cmmnt box tuh baek bgtau siapakah diri anda dan sila berhenti merepek okay ! crapislikesugarforanttoomuchthenyouwilldieidntknowyouthinkyouselflah =)

021009

ari nih buat open house, after zohor or solat jumaat
my mom masak spaghetti, and order mee kari and nasi minyak
pstuh buat some jeli custard fr dessert
it's all last minute things
haha blk skola trus gelabah siap, pstuh tlg abeskn all da preparation
camyla tlg potong tembikai, whoaaa teror teror haha
ohh sbb die ikut blk dr skola ngee :D
org first dtg is my dearest beshties, alya farzana dan azmalihah yang pemalu
( she is sbb dia da byk kali dtg umah tp still takut takut nk msuk haha )
pstuh adli dtg, first lelaki haha
then start ah teksi teksi yg bwk budk budk laen dtg
first teksi bwk budak laki ade pekap, amin wafiy, alwan, momen, atif dan seterusnya
rmai lah, penuh rumah haha
tp klau satu kelas dtg lagi besh kot huhu
then ex senior pn dtg dgn gf, faiz yusop dan farhana i guess haha well thank you for coming =)
first yg blk adli, haha dia dtg dlu then dia yg blk plg awal
yg plg lama stay kt umah is camyla, gia, lala, alwan( laki yg plg last haha
fyza ngan effa blk mlm,
and mlm tuh aishah sam dtg, yeay sembang sembang sbb da lama gle tk jmpe, last skali masa gy korea, huhu rinduu :D
makwe, wancho, ngan abg faizul pn dtg mlm

boys :

momen, alwan, atif, afiq, amin wafiy, amir aiman, adzam, acap, ryan, amer syazwan, adli

girls :

fyza, lai, gia, nik, syu, fatin nabila, lala, hazirah, ayu, ainun, syawani, izyan, qamar, camyla, azma, alya

thanks korg sbb dtg

happy sgt smpai jd gle gle haha

:D