do i love you more than i think ?

to my dearest bff

you tell me the day before you go,

you left us sad,

you make we cry,

missing you everyday,

i know this is your choice,

but it's really hard and painful.

this is what i want to say to someone

i'm only able to see your figure from far

i dont know anything about you

except everything that everyone can see

i want to know you better and more

more than anyone else

can i ?

you looked like you keep more than you show it

if this is our fate, then let it be.

ppl, fyi ;

• dont ask anything about this, buat bodo suda haha
• i dont care if the grammar or etc etc is wrong ! ( i just want to write it here, sukati ah )
• what's wrong with me ? ( i'm tired, i just want to do what i want and be myself )
• i'm fine, dnt worry, if you are,

so the conclusion is : nak bce, just bce, then fine, dont think i'm freakin' jiwang, i'm just too weak, and this thing keep playing on my mind so i write it here, so bia ah en :P

ohh yeaahh, i'm high ! :D

yup yup, i'm high, my flight blik is freakin' pissed off, i got light headache, actually not all along the journey lah, just between dubai to kl bcoz onboard is very full so service gle bz and lembap, haha, what i'm doing is listening to few music, and it is bi rain's song, haha tau ah kn lgu die cmne, sume perasan gle, but love story is not bad, and also few song from mp3, actually it's not dat i become high then i just go dance, gle ke ape, haha it just my imagination is going freaking wild, ohh yeaah, love it, especially since i cnnot sleep and it's already 3 am kt malaysia haha

ppl i'm back, i know dat you guyz dnt miss me, so what ? haha as if i do want to go back and go to school, haha

currently listening to UNAPPRECIATED

hey kamu semua, happy holiday :D

these ppl will be away for their holiday and i'll be missing them, but not all of them i guess haha :P

1. Alya - Lumut & Pangkor
2. Azma - Penang
3. Naqi - Jakarta
4. Durrah - Jakarta & Bandung
5. Hafizah - Fraser Hill
6. Me and Myself, ngee :P

i hope a:fair weekend will get a great success for their bazaar dis tyme,

go go chaiyok guyz ! :D

and of course cuti byk laaah gle hw, tatau leyh abes bfore gy vacation, agagaga, well try jeh ah, nasib dowh.

to everyone,

have fun on holiday no matter what you do :D

and to ppl dat knows me,

please keep in touch with me, and jgn nk sombonk, haaiihh :P

and miss me when i'm away, coz i'll be missing all of you, no matter who you are :D

okaaaaaaaaaaaaay ? alriteee byee =)

The Way It Should Be

the fact is, it's the truth

End of February and Early of March

my pk1 juz ended, i think my result gonna be really bad, well coz when i'm doin' it, cam blur blur ouh, so tibai wa taram jeh ah haha well fyi, my akaun is 29 tao ! haha bangga :D tak kesa ah, life must go on no matter what pfft haha, other then that, mse amal islami, tatau ape mimpi aku, jd pengerusi for syarahan bi for perempuan, muahaha, it's sooooooooo fun (not!), mencuakkan and mengantokkan, haha, okay in da positive side, pengalaman kan ? haha whatever, and psl camp atau perkhemahan perdana, sy ponteng, yeay ! (of course) haha sbb ada hal lah :P sbtu tuh ade tsyen, and ahad pulee, ade org dtg, org org itu merupakan family bakal my abg ipar, yaww ! bukan besh pn, lyke they do care about me, sbb dorg pndang aku pn mcm aku nih anak2 sedara mara jeh kot, or spe spe ntah, pape lah korg, later ! :P ohh yeah, aku da start tsyen, after my akaun is 29 and addmath is 50, i think it's seriously that i need a tuition, so amek tsyen kt berkat jasa utama kt bkt jelutong, (agk jauh en but i guess better than mse kt subang jaya), isnin for physics, tues akaun, thursday, music ( piano ! ngeee :D ) then saturday, addmath, gah ! tp tak start piano class agy huhuhu, cuti nk dkt ~, but i have to study general sc, and bce bce estidotmy lalala rajen banaaaaaa yawww dats all lah, bye bye ppl xoxo :P