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today i'm doesn't feel so good
the proof is i'm quite stiff in the class, yawning;lose focus;couldn't sit quietly;, i'm end up texting my friends but no ones reply, yeah nice, and etc
therefore, it makes me want to type and type and type since where else should i type, (in microsoft words ? well maybe)

there are few songs that i think i could relate somehow, well such as :

erghh, its melodramatic. eeiiuuww ..

my feelings

more and more rejection

and

i'm ready to move on.

what a day

today is sunday, so i have a lot of free time today
well, not really free laaa sbb there is tons of homework to do

yesterday, saturday 22nd of September 2012, i had three programmes in my schedules.

Morning 8 am - 1 pm,
meh and my batch did a picnic with orphans from Teratak Nur Barakah.
lots of fun with 'em, lots of delicious food, great time and great memory.

Afternoon 2 pm - 7 pm
going out with my bestfriends durrah fyza effa, makan ayam penyet, window shopping and starbucks, sembang and stuff, awwww i want to spend more time with 'em :|

Evening 8 pm - 11 pm
smf programme for new degree students, this is the closing ceremony, had a fun time too, taking pictures, watching performance from new students, makan makan, meet new friends yada yada, haha

its quite packed, it's very tiring but also at the same time, it helps me to forget whatever things that i should not think about (:

sincerity

am improving myself lately,
and it makes me think,
if someone is very sincere with me and that someone is kinda a good person which wants to follow the law of Islam,
i think he would have done the right things,
therefore, if this the answer for my prayers, i think i should let you go.

the background song will be say goodbye by chris brown haha niceeee :D

i will miss you and you will be my dear friend, may our friendship is blessed by Allah S.W.T (:

Talking about friends, i miss you guys
durrah, azma, alya, camyla, hayati, effa, fyza :|

comeback.

it's been a long time
so much to say, too much to tell,
right now, i have mixed feelings,
angry, awkward, sad, happy,


*currently hearing tell me goodbye - bigbang
*just come back from open house
*miss somebody, oh when will i learn that it is not right ?
*in process of improving myself in all aspect
*everyone , i'm sorry (:

later ...

test of the life

goshhhh, spm
2 days more
scary ? kinda
wish me luck pals
and sorry for everything :)

i just want to say..

i just want to say that
i am not a robot ! do not ask me to do as you please
i am so freaking mad here but no one cares so okay
well thank you everyone :)

back !
its have been a really long time since my last post
i'm really freaking sad and tired tday
few ppl hurt me without they even realise it
but s'okay, no biggie, i'm always fine with anyone haha
i'm feeling kinda tension, not really because of spm is around the corner
but i think about my weird social life which the social can be like so-sial ? haha
dont take much attention about it, but i'm still haapy eith what i have
i just want the best fr myself and others
haha
babbling, the end :)

ohh february dear :)

lalala

oh oh

happy birthday to me :D

happy birthday to my twins , durrah afiqah

16 feb babe ! haha

good luck to us

english group work drama the pearl haha

plbs bahasa melayu :0

forum speech nasyid

kami boleh ! just chill lah kn, senang jeh :))

true story

from the back, i saw he hit the wall with his fist
i dont know if it's hurting him or it's just a light knock
but he looked sad or depressed because he's looking down to his feet
it may be nothing
but i'm wondering
is it because of me ?

lucky

90.6 %

cukup cukp mkn 0uh -.-

heart

i miss you

i want to share things with you again

why it have to be so hard ?

2010 first week of school

• hw bertimbun
• duduk blakang
• kelas besar
• sume cam rajin gle
• ckg yg strict

lg pe eh, di atas adalah perubahan yg berlaku pd tahun nih

well, ape nk buat, da tahun utk SSSSPPPPPPMMMMMMMMMMM haha merepek :P

so far, bole la walaupun kurengs sket , lama lama biasa lah kot, alaaa thn nih je aiyaa -.-'

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happy birthday to nurul izzati bt abdul ghani

she is my cousin
last night we celebrate her sister and anyone's birthday within this end of year 2009 haha
at wan chor's house
we ate J.M Beryani and kuey tiow and a lot of dessert from maksu, kaklin kakween, mak, and spe spe jeh lah
and of course respect ah sama puan sri rambut perang
kami sayang sama kamu...........................................................punya rambut perang and fashion style ( lupa tangkap gambar! haha :))
sharifah alia maisarah plak asyik dgn sengih manisnya dan mata thomas
zabir plak dgn plaster, belon, udang, turtle, sarsi, allergic and last but not least dadddy ! haha
pstuh me, nabiha, nurul, kak ween, kak lin, puan sri, kak dina, mukhzin, ikram bukak kedai bundle hak milik nor azureen aziz haha
ikram pula dah termengah mengah, tak larat nk tunduk pkai stokin, lari lari, pstuh cari mesin timbang sbb perut da overloaded haha


now is 2.15 om, sedih ! tk dpt gy wedding abg azeem kt gombak
rindu dorg semua huwaaaaaa nk gy but my parents left me huhu
aishah ckp azeem da berisi, Oyeaaaaaaaah ? tabole bygkn haha
serious rindu korg, nk jumpe korg, jom kuar before skola bukak
me and aishah sijil.paling.'menyenangkan'. thn depan haha
azeem da f4, kak yana da abes spm. and so on ahha


oh oh pakcik kuning, kemanakah kamu menghilang ?


alya farzana, lps balik jgn lpe contact saya yeaaaaaaaaa
iman camyla billah, kenapa kamu asyik lesap ? haaaaiiih -.-'

london bosan, haha saya rindu amsterdam
"good girls go to heaven, bad boys go to amsterdam "(pelik tak ??? ) haha

that's me ? really

You’re a soft and welcoming person that would always usher friends inside to escape a dark stormy night. You always have a warm smile turning up your lips, and a gentle glow resonating love and comfort from your eyes. You’re extremely compassionate and look after everyone, even those you don’t know. You act as a bird shielding her young under her wings, providing an escape and a barrier that no one can penetrate. You’re fiercely loyal to your family and would defend them until death. You’re extremely open and honest, and when you speak, others can see that your words come straight from your heart. You overflow with an amazing sense of love, and create a strong trust in all that you meet. People can always come to you when they need comfort, because they know that you’ll welcome them with open arms no matter what. You would drop what you were doing in an instant and provide a shoulder to cry on and a soft set of arms to wrap around them tightly. You possess an overpowering maternal hospitality, and regard all those younger as your children that you would do anything to please and protect. You would welcome anyone into your family and never judge or disrespect those different from you. You’re not a fighter by nature, but when threatened, you can hold your own and let others know to back off without hurting them significantly. You never hold grudges and you forgive and forget, and appreciate life for all the wonderful people it can introduce you to. You’re brave and strong and trustworthy, and always there to listen and help. You take each day at a time and always put others before you, taking pleasure from their happiness. You’re Esme Cullen.

wedding dress

wedding dress ! ;)

i love your song taeyang ! :D

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tade mood, mls nk tangkap gamba, letih, penat, nk tdo, panas, eyeliner comot, tak kemas, tak cantik, tak suka, sibuk for nothing, alone lonely, nk bla, nk blk, tk ske org sombong, tak ske kegilaan org gila, seronok tp sekejap, tak excited langsung, makanan sedap tp tak lalu makan, makan sket, tk minum dahaga gle, geram tp tak luahkn, gembira tp tk tunjuk
pe lagi ?
conclusion :

BENCI BENCI BENCI

-the end-

i'm fine, really haha

auntie oh auntie

auntie oh auntie
bg laaah die kuaaaaaaaaaar
die pn nk have fun gak
die pn nk celeb burf die gak ngan kwn kwn die
bg lah die kuar
okay lah die dpt 6a ke 5a ke 7a ah pape lah lpe !
die dah gy tsyen, ucmas, ngan pe ntah agy
bgus lah tuh
bg lah die kuar skali skala aiyaa
pleaaaaaaaseee auntie
brr spoil my mood btol ! -.-'

you two lovely cpl eva

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to you

nk tau npe due kali nyanyi ?
sbb 12 nov & 13 nov is my dad's and mom's burfday
beza dorg satu hari satu tahun haha
my father's burf is on 12th nov 1955, and my mom's 13th nov 1956 haha

so

happy birthday mak abah

semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki

semoga berjaya dalam segala apa yg mak abah buat

dan dapat segala apa yang mak abah mahu

i'm sorry for everything

and i know that i have done a lot of things that makes you hurt

and also that i know me abang and kakak always doing things that make you unhappy

you always care about us and we dont realise it

and i want both of you to be happy forever

it's my promise

i love both of you mak abah =)

-mlm nih nk gy celeb, tp i guess it is still my dad who will pay it haha-

yellow

well what should i say other than

congratulations and good luck in the future

but still

there is one thing that i cant believe it haha