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today i'm doesn't feel so good
the proof is i'm quite stiff in the class, yawning;lose focus;couldn't sit quietly;, i'm end up texting my friends but no ones reply, yeah nice, and etc
therefore, it makes me want to type and type and type since where else should i type, (in microsoft words ? well maybe)

there are few songs that i think i could relate somehow, well such as :

erghh, its melodramatic. eeiiuuww ..

my feelings

more and more rejection

and

i'm ready to move on.

what a day

today is sunday, so i have a lot of free time today
well, not really free laaa sbb there is tons of homework to do

yesterday, saturday 22nd of September 2012, i had three programmes in my schedules.

Morning 8 am - 1 pm,
meh and my batch did a picnic with orphans from Teratak Nur Barakah.
lots of fun with 'em, lots of delicious food, great time and great memory.

Afternoon 2 pm - 7 pm
going out with my bestfriends durrah fyza effa, makan ayam penyet, window shopping and starbucks, sembang and stuff, awwww i want to spend more time with 'em :|

Evening 8 pm - 11 pm
smf programme for new degree students, this is the closing ceremony, had a fun time too, taking pictures, watching performance from new students, makan makan, meet new friends yada yada, haha

its quite packed, it's very tiring but also at the same time, it helps me to forget whatever things that i should not think about (:

sincerity

am improving myself lately,
and it makes me think,
if someone is very sincere with me and that someone is kinda a good person which wants to follow the law of Islam,
i think he would have done the right things,
therefore, if this the answer for my prayers, i think i should let you go.

the background song will be say goodbye by chris brown haha niceeee :D

i will miss you and you will be my dear friend, may our friendship is blessed by Allah S.W.T (:

Talking about friends, i miss you guys
durrah, azma, alya, camyla, hayati, effa, fyza :|

comeback.

it's been a long time
so much to say, too much to tell,
right now, i have mixed feelings,
angry, awkward, sad, happy,


*currently hearing tell me goodbye - bigbang
*just come back from open house
*miss somebody, oh when will i learn that it is not right ?
*in process of improving myself in all aspect
*everyone , i'm sorry (:

later ...

test of the life

goshhhh, spm
2 days more
scary ? kinda
wish me luck pals
and sorry for everything :)

i just want to say..

i just want to say that
i am not a robot ! do not ask me to do as you please
i am so freaking mad here but no one cares so okay
well thank you everyone :)